Comprehensive

Today is 4th March, another 19 days more for my comprehensive. Gosh, I'm having stress attack now and my mind is cramped with diseases, anatomies, physiologies and etc and etc. I realised that the more I'm into the study, I have no life. There are so much things to remember and even though I managed to read some of the text, nothing stay in my mind for more that 72 hours. Ah... Everyone tells me not to worry so much about it, as long as I can get myself pass for the exam. But it is so hard for not getting worry as I am not prepared at all. Guess, there ain't any time for me to tell myself "I should have done this" or "I should have done that". There is no time for me to regret for being lazy. May be that's my punishment. Well, what to do!

Now, the feeling I'm having is so complex. I'm overwhelmed with the thought of being graduating in less than a month time, but at the same time, I'm worry about my future. Money, career and relationship. Everything seems to advance to another level in my life. Am i able to overcome all the changes in my life? I do hope that I'm strong enough.