My Classmates - Doctor of Veterinary Medicine Year 5, Class of 2005

DVM 5 2004/05 Class Photo

After 5 years of hardships and struggling, we are finally graduating. All the sweet and bad memories are worth for us to treasure. To my classmates, all the best in your future undertaking.

Comprehensive

Today is 4th March, another 19 days more for my comprehensive. Gosh, I'm having stress attack now and my mind is cramped with diseases, anatomies, physiologies and etc and etc. I realised that the more I'm into the study, I have no life. There are so much things to remember and even though I managed to read some of the text, nothing stay in my mind for more that 72 hours. Ah... Everyone tells me not to worry so much about it, as long as I can get myself pass for the exam. But it is so hard for not getting worry as I am not prepared at all. Guess, there ain't any time for me to tell myself "I should have done this" or "I should have done that". There is no time for me to regret for being lazy. May be that's my punishment. Well, what to do!

Now, the feeling I'm having is so complex. I'm overwhelmed with the thought of being graduating in less than a month time, but at the same time, I'm worry about my future. Money, career and relationship. Everything seems to advance to another level in my life. Am i able to overcome all the changes in my life? I do hope that I'm strong enough.

Mourning of a Persian

Dextor, just a 9 months old Persian kitten. He was found hit by car (possibly motorbike) in the morning on 1st Feb and was brought to the hospital. His right hindleg was fracture and bones (tibia and fibula) can be seen at the exposed wound. The muscle adjacent to the wound has been dying. The only thing that can be done was to amputate his right hindleg and control his bone infection (suspicious of having one). Surgery was carried out and Dextor's right hindleg was amputated together with his flaccid tail. Surgery wasn't really smooth as his respiration dropped to a critical level during the surgery. After the surgery, he was in whole loads of pain and meloxicam was given. I suggested pethidine but it wasn't given as the clinician attending this case didn't think that it was necessary. During the night, he vocalized aggressively in pain and I again talked to the clinician on prescribing pethidine but in vail. His body was cold at that time, so warm water bag was given. He was then noted with elevated temperature and was then given alcohol bath. Everything seems to stabilize except for the pain. Well, then this morning as I enter the ward, Dextor was found stiff in the cage. I was stunted and rush to him. By that time, he was cold and up in the heaven for quite some time already. I felt so down and bad. I blamed myself for not doing anything to stop the pain. Tears on my cheeks and sadly i wrapped him up. Recalling how he rested so peacefully on my laps the night before made me streamed in tears. I prayed for him, hoping he can rest in peace. I apologized to him cos I couldn't do anything to safe him. Dextor, rest in peace!

~ Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known ~
Jeremiah 33 : 3

Beauty = Priviledge? (21 SX)

Does it mean that when you are beautiful, you have the priviledge over a lot of things? Well, this statement seems to work in all aspect of life. Recently, I was told by few friends regarding an incidence happened in the hospital. 24 hours rotation is compulsory for every students attending the small animal rotation. It happened that one of this vagina, claimed to be the most beautiful vagina in my class by a lot of penises, been manipulating some penises with her beauty, by not doing the rotation. Now, given a plenty of time, this vagina kept postponing her rotation giving the excuses of clinical conference. Well, as if she's the only one in the rotation that has clinical conference! The amazing thing is that she promised to go for the rotation and after that evilly planned for someone to repleace her with the lamest excuses so that she can stay at home and grooming her stinky bushy cunt. Unfortunately, some brainless penises were successfully manipulated to cover for her. I guess those penises can't just hold on to their cum and were so eager to show the vagina how stiff and wonderful they are, just to impress her and gain her trust and friendship. Such a pathetic penises. I had long discarded her from my friend lists after realising that she's an expert in human manipulation. Haha.

Well, the problem is that is this vagina really that pretty and gorgeous? Personally, I think not. She has her way around people and well, i must say that she dares to show her teats and bums with those tiny undersize shirt and pant, which she thinks make her sexy. Gosh, did I just mentioned that work "sexy" on her? Fuck, damn you Max. Such a bad taste!

I am looking down, very very down on those penises that are manipulated by such vagina with her "superficial beauty". She only has an average good look with no inner beauty. Well, my advice to all those brainless penises is - Wake Up Asshole!

Dementia

Dementia, the loss of intelectual ability. People with dimentia may be confused, not able to remember things or lost skills they once had, including performing normal daily activities. 1 of every 3 people that are above 86 of age has dementia.

My grandma is 84 this year. Unfortunately, after my grandpa passed away 6 months ago, she's been living in loneliness despite all the grandchildren and great-granddaughter are by her side. Well, what to do. She losses a companion for over 60 years. She tough in a way that she managed to overcome the grieve in just few weeks.

Recently, her memory seems to deteriorating. She's reacting quite slow to our conversation and at times she would call us by the wrong name. Relatives are getting worry and wanted to send her to the hospital for a mental check. CT scan was supposed to carry out next week and everyone is referring to my opinion, just because I'm a vet. Well, anyway, been searching the internet for further information and I guess I would have to advice them to bring her for CT scan.

We'll just see how thing goes next week with my grandma. May God bless her.