Thursday, March 16, 2006

佘艷


三月十六日, 佘艷讓我哭了. 一個孤兒, 短短活了八年, 因患上急性白血病, 知道自己不久人世, 安排了自己的後事, 也準備了遺書, 好讓自己可以遺愛人間.

她的一生, 只有一次卑微的願望: 穿一次新衣, 留下自己在人間最後的笑影!

http://www.ad2k.com/bbs/read.php?tid=7668

佘艷小妹妹, 你真的是上天派來的小天使. 上天給你坎坷的人生, 也給你世上最溫馨的愛. 我來過, 我很乖! 佘艷 - 我們的小天使, 安息!

車禍

三月十五日, 放工回家時, 路上看見車禍. 一死一傷. 頓時放慢了速度. 生命好脆弱啊!

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

下大雨

三月十四日, 外邊下著大雨. 你, 到了嗎?

Monday, March 13, 2006

病倒了!!





想念讓我病倒了! 三月十三日, 你在哪裡?

Sunday, March 12, 2006

想你的星期天

三月十二日, 好想你! 你現在在做啥? 我在啃著開心菓!

Baqlava


Baqlava, baklava (or baklawa) is a popular sweet pastry found in many cuisines of the Middle East and the Balkans, made of chopped nuts layered with phyllo pastry. With its high sugar and fat content, it is very rich.

I had this when I was in Tehran, Iran last month. Initially I thought it was something like a cake and looked very delicious. So greedily, I chomped on a whole piece and as the sweetness flooded my taste bud, my nerves trembled, my right narrowed and my face twisted. Saliva started to drool nonstop. This is no cake at all, this is syrup in disguise. Geez, I instantly sieze munching and my natural instinct told me to spit it out. Unfortunately, with all the Iranians standing beside me awaiting for my comment on their proud candy, I had to force myself to swallow the whole thing. I had to force a smile on my face and tell them that it was very nice! (How fake!)

In fact, I like sweet stuff but not something as sweet as baqlava. This is like syrup x 10 times the sweetness. Gosh! One big lesson, NEVER BE GREEDY ON FOOD YOU ARE FOREIGN WITH!

Unpublished article by Dato' Marina Mahathir on International Women's Day

In 1948, one of humankind's most despicable ideas, apartheid, was made into law in South Africa where racial discrimination was institutionalized. Race laws touched every aspect of social life, including a prohibition of marriage between non-whites and whites, and the sanctioning of "white-only" jobs. Although there were 19 million blacks and only 4.5 million whites in South Africa, the majority population were forced to be second-class citizens in their homeland, banished to reserves and needing passports to travel outside them, even within their own country. It was only in 1990 that apartheid began to crumble and South Africans of all colours were finally free to live as equals in every way.

With the end of that racist system, people may be forgiven for thinkingthat apartheid does not exist anymore. While few countries practice anyformal systems of discrimination, nevertheless you can find many forms of discrimination everywhere. In many cases, it is women who are discriminated against. In our country, there is an insidious growing form of apartheid among Malaysian women, that between Muslim and non-Muslim women.

We are unique in that we actively legally discriminate against women who are arguably the majority in this country, Muslim women. Non-Muslim Malaysian women have benefited from more progressive laws over the years while the opposite has happened for Muslim women.

For instance, since the Law Reform (Marriage and Divorce) Act 1976,polygamy among non-Muslims was banned. Previously men could have as many wives as they wanted under customary laws. Men's ability to unilaterally pronounce divorce on their wives was abolished and in its place, divorce happens by mutual consent or upon petition by either spouse in an equal process where the grounds are intolerable adultery, unreasonable behaviour, desertion of not less than two years, and living separately for not less than two years. Compare that to the lot of Muslim women abandoned but not divorced by their husbands.

Other progressive reforms in the civil family law in the late 1990s wereamendments to the Guardianship Act and the Distribution Act. TheGuardianship of Infants Act 1961 was amended to provide for equalguardianship for both father and mother, rather than the previous provision where only the father was the primary guardian of the children. In contrast, the Islamic Family Law still provides for the father as the sole primary guardian of his children although the mother is now allowed to sign certain forms for her children under an administrative directive.

The Distribution Act 1958 was also amended to provide for equal inheritance for widows and widowers, and also granted children the right to inherit from their mothers as well as from their fathers. Under the newly proposed amendments to the Islamic Family Law, the use of gender neutral language on the issue of matrimonial property is discriminatory on Muslim women when other provisions in the IFL are not gender-neutral. Muslim men may still contract polygamous marriages, may unilaterally divorce their wives for the most trivial of reasons (including by SMS, unique in the Muslim world) and are entitled to double shares of inheritance.

These differences between the lot of Muslim women and non-Muslim women beg the question: do we have two categories of citizenship in Malaysia, whereby most female citizens have less rights than others? As non-Muslim women catch up with women in the rest of the world, Muslim women here are only going backwards. We should also note that only in Malaysia are Muslim women regressing; in every other Muslim country in the world, women have been gaining rights, not losing them.

In this country, our leaders claim to stand for all citizens. Our PrimeMinister is the Prime Minister of all Malaysians, our Ministers work forall Malaysians in their respective fields. There are two exceptions tothis. The Minister for Islamic Affairs is obviously only for Muslims; eventhough some of the things he does affect others. While the Minister forWomen purports to work for all Malaysian women, even though not allMalaysian women benefit from that work. Perhaps we should consolidate the apartheid of women in this country by having a Ministry for Non-Muslim Women which works to ensure that Non-Muslim women enjoy the benefits of the Convention for the Elimination of Discrimination against Women, a UN document which Malaysia signed and is legally bound to implement, and a Ministry for Muslim Women which works to gag and bind Muslim women more and more each day for the sake of political expediency under the guise of religion.

Today is International Women's Day. Unfortunately only about 40% of thewomen in this country can celebrate. The rest can only look at theirNon-Muslim sisters in despair and envy.

--ends—

With thanks to Nik Noriani.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

人生大道理!

人生最難懂的道理就是人生根本就沒有甚麼道理是對的!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

SACC

Went to SACC this afternoon for lunch with my colleagues. SACC - Shah Alam City Center, sounded glamorous like KLCC. I was quite amazed with SACC, surprised that a place like this will have such a nice and glamorous shopping complexes, with Bonia, Guess, Coffee Beans, Giordano and etc. Wow, man! Shah Alam really surprises me. I always think that Shah Alam is a lake base full with all the bottom feeders, but I was wrong. I was so eagered to explore the building from the look outside. On entering the building, the building was so quite and deserted. It was so quiet that if I speak louder, I can hear my voice echoing the hall. Gee... What a SACC. Some of the shoplots are emptied, I think only 50% of the building is occupied. If someone got murdered, I don't think it would be noticeble until the rotten smell linger in the whole building. I think this is not a place that I will want to be. What if I got murdered here and left to decay? Shah Alam, nah, although with your new SACC, I admit that I was falsely impressed by your look, but I'm not going to like you. No way!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

在舊電腦里找到的

五月四日的星洲日报在国内版的报导,“语文局总监:若马来学生减少,大学应恢复固打制”这项文章,让我对马来西亚大学生的前途感到困扰。我本身是个国立大学毕业生,对于国立大学的固打制一向都抱着不看好的态度。这项发表并不在于探讨马来社会的特权,也不是要挑拨马来西亚各族的和睦。我只想发表我对拿督菲道斯教授的言论的看法。

绩效制,一向都被国外著名的大学采用,好比哈佛大学,史丹福大学,耶鲁大学等。此举乃确保录取生拥有优异的学术资格,在毕业后,不论任何种族、肤色,都可以在各自的工作范围上,取得相当出色的成就,间而让社会更进步、更繁荣。固打制,相比之下,反而让我们的社会的进步,缓慢了脚步。为什么我会这么说?

在固打制之下,异族学生,无论成绩有多优异,并不都可以进入国立大学升学,因为固打制保留了一定的学额予巫族学生。异族学生在固打制下,为了有限的学额,相互竞争。但相反之下,巫族学生,因有特权的保护,显然对学术上的竞争减少了许多。这个现象,在大学里十分常见。华族、印族,及其他非巫族学生,在大学里的表现,往往超越巫族学生。因为大学不易进,所以勤力,因为庆幸,所以提高自己的竞争力,好让自己可以他日成龙成凤,有一番作为。巫族学生,相比之下,就变得十分吊儿郎当。不是每个巫族学生都如此,有少数的巫族学生,拥有相当激烈的竞争力,其余的大部分,在大学里,要不就是参党涉政、要不就是夜夜泡嘛嘛档到凌晨三四点、要不就是谈恋爱,逛街。如果不信,高等教育部可以派特务人员,混进大学生里做调查,相信结果会让人大吃一惊。

拿督菲道斯教授指出,“在推行绩效制后,不见得马来学生的竞争力有所提高,反而有人认为马来学生人数日益减少。”这意味着什么?这意味着马来社会的问题所在,就是因为长期活在特权的利益下,长期对政府的依赖,所以失去了竞争力,缺乏了向上的意念,渐渐地被残酷的社会淘汰。为什么异族学生在各方面能取获相当鼓舞的成就?就是因为他们为了在特权下生存,努力地求进步、突破,才能在这个社会上成功。前首相敦马哈迪医生也曾经在公开场合,为马来社会长期依赖政府,缺乏竞争能力,多次落泪,表示失望。而首相拿督巴达威也曾经呼吁马来社会向华人社会学习。这两位出色的国家领导者,清清楚楚明白马来社会退步的原因,并屡次唤醒马来社会。这千真万实的事实,还是被马来社会给忽略了!

在这e时代里,没有竞争力,就会被淘汰,就会退步。我们政府积极地推展2020宏愿,誓要把马来西亚在这十五年里,发展成先进国。试问,马来社会若继续依赖政府,不能自力更生,没有竞争能力,要如何达到先进国呢?马来西亚的宏愿是我们各个民族对国家的使命,缺少任何一方,我们都到达不了我们的目标。华人社会显然已经远远超越马来社会,印度社会也如此,我们现在需要的是,马来社会对自己的醒觉,提高自己的竞争力,而非处处依赖政府、特权。马来社会的特权,在国际社会上,是起不了作用的!

绩效制,相信可以唤醒马来社会,让他们将自己提升、上进,让马来西亚在三大种族与少数民族和携手下,在国际上大发光芒,成为先进国的佼佼者。难免,在这之前,政府需要开始放手,让马来社会重重地跌一跤,这样,他们才会醒觉,这样,他们才会反省,这样,他们才会成长!


~ 慕云 ~
于2005年5月4日

CNY, CNY, CNY!

I guess I have to agree with Slenz that I too don't like attending friend's wedding nor visit my relatives during chinese new year. You will get all the annoying questions hovering around your ears nonstop like a recorder playing over and over again. For instance, this lunar new year, I was back to Kuching and managed to visit some relatives and attend a friend's wedding. I got 'D Questions!'

Question 1: "You got girl friend oledi or not ah?"
Perfect Answer : "Unfortunately no because you never introduce your daughter to me!"

Question 2: "See you friends, one by one getting married oledi, when is your turn ah?"
Perfect Answer : "Hmm.. I guess I'm too smart to risk my freedom, don't you agree with me?" (plus an evil grin)

Question 3: (same like Slenz) "How much your company pay you ah?"
Perfect Answer: "Peanuts! Enough for me to buy a ticket to come back for Chinese New Year!"

Question 4: "Aiyo, it is a waste if you don't open your own clinic lar"
Perfect Answer: "What to do? You've channel all your finances to Magnum."

Question 5: "Eh, you don't want to come back to Kuching ah? What is so nice about KL?"
Perfect Answer: "Didn't you know that I was exiled?"

Now, those are the common questions that I got from friends and particularly relatives. That's is one of the reason why I am so freak out with CNY, endless QUESTIONS and relatives can't wait to see you to your grave - Marriage. Argh! Please! Save me the questions and just gimme the Ang Pow!

Monday, February 06, 2006

Thanks Max

Thanks Max!!!!

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Memang Pissed...

As mentioned in Loctor’s blog, I was affected too by my ex-high school mates. Like him, I never like going to school gatherings too. Inescapable, I met my high school friends at my friend’s wedding dinner. These people… instead of asking proper questions, they started to shoot you with pretentious and bitchy questions right after they greeted you with fake smiles.

For instance:

So what are you working as now? <-- [Just to see if your job is better or lousier than theirs]
My standard answer: Giordano

Salary how much ah? <--- [Make sure your salary lower than theirs… Will smile if their salary is higher and nod if lower than yours]
My standard answer: RM1k nia la...

Got boyfriend boi? <--- [Kepo question. Bet they started to laugh and smile in their heart when you said you don’t have any, cause you gonna die old and alone].
My standard answer: Erm... which one are you talking about?

When you wanna get married? <--- [Cause they wanna see if they can escape your wedding dinner or not cause wedding dinner need ang paw mah].
My standard answer: You scared I dun have chance to give your children ang paw ah?

So you completed your degree already? <--- [Secretly hope I cannot finish my degree]
My standard answer: Doing it slowly... [no point to boast around]

Some even asked: You started working already kah? <--- [Kanniah!! I started working at the age of 21 la… Cipiet]

Blardy people.

And one of the girls made one stupid statement “WAHHHHHHHH…… SAMSENG HOH… SMOKING…”

Walao eh.

SMOKE = SAMSENG

Then BOOZE = SUPER SAMSENG la?

It doesn’t make so much sense isn’t it? No offend, but this is normally the ‘quality of local university products’. Summore the style of wearing baju[s] is another thing. Sigh… Tasteless… Darn lansi summore!

OK, friends are one issue. Relatives another one!! They just love to compare!! Every single year, during CNY, WITHOUT FAIL!!!! My gosh, it's a RITUAL...

Salary got go up or not this year? My daughter’s boss gave her RM200 increment ah.

Boss got give bonus or not? No bonus ah? So cipiet stingy your company. My daughter get 2 months wo.

When wanna settle down ah? 25 liau wo…

That’s why I rather sleep in my room than hanging out in the living room listening to them bitching and barking non-stop about the same old stuffs.

Likewise, as mentioned by Loctor, come to think of it, I am actually doing better than most of my high school mates. E.g. I came out from uni at the age of 21, started working then and finished my CAPITAL M ady.

I am absolutely PROUD of ME!! Myself and I.

Friday, January 06, 2006

睡在車里的安哥

昨天晚上被我家樓下的安哥嚇死了! 這個老安哥很好笑的,家裡有床不睡,竟然跑到車子里睡著了! 我剛從戲院看戲回家,把車子泊好了,竟看見樓下安哥睡在車子里,睡得嘴巴張得好大好大. 起初我還以為安哥死在車子里了,頓時毛骨悚然,以為這次真的中大彩了,上個星期樓下才死了一個安哥,現在又讓我遇上一個死掉的安哥,看來上天對我真的"特別照顧"咧! 我的媽耶! 突然,那個安哥動了一下,原來還沒死啊! 他奶奶的,人嚇人,嚇死人的咧! 要死,死的遠遠去啦! 別再死在我家樓下啦! 要不然,我就得搬家了啦!

Thursday, April 07, 2005

KLIQ Presents Hardlabour 05

April 29th. Fri
[Boys with Toys] - (Boys will be boys) @ Cream featuring DJ Fendie

April 30th. Sat
[Hard Labour] - Denim @ Twelve SI featuring DJ Argo

May 1st. Sun
[Harem Nite] - Seduction @ Indochine featuring DJ David S

May 2nd. Mon
[Unleashed Boys @ Bliss] - Blackout @ Bliss featuring DJ Bobby B

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Finally.. I'm going to graduate!

After 6 years of hardwork and stressful days, I passed my degree and now can call myself Dr. Sim. Six years, a long six years. I've experienced a lot within these 6 years. Friendship, betrayal, love and more. I've learned that not many people can be trusted in this world, except for ourselves. I'd trusted some friends before but I was betrayed. I was hurt so many times by my so-called trusted friends and some friends from my hometown. Well, anyway, I would thank them for teaching me a lot and providing the skills to survive in this cruel cold world.

When I got my result, I was so relieved. Some of classmates cried with tears of joy. Some of them were just acting normal. A sudden urge of sadness rushed into me. I thought of my late grandpa. This has been the moment he'd been waiting for. Unfortunately, he could see it for himself. He was called upon to Lord last June 2nd. Thinking of how excited he was whenever he mentioned to attend my convocation, tears streamed doen my cheeks. I miss him a lot and I want to tell him, Grandpa, I did it! Hope you are proud of me. I love you!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

My Classmates - Doctor of Veterinary Medicine Year 5, Class of 2005


DVM 5 2004/05 Class Photo Posted by Hello

After 5 years of hardships and struggling, we are finally graduating. All the sweet and bad memories are worth for us to treasure. To my classmates, all the best in your future undertaking.

Friday, March 04, 2005

Comprehensive

Today is 4th March, another 19 days more for my comprehensive. Gosh, I'm having stress attack now and my mind is cramped with diseases, anatomies, physiologies and etc and etc. I realised that the more I'm into the study, I have no life. There are so much things to remember and even though I managed to read some of the text, nothing stay in my mind for more that 72 hours. Ah... Everyone tells me not to worry so much about it, as long as I can get myself pass for the exam. But it is so hard for not getting worry as I am not prepared at all. Guess, there ain't any time for me to tell myself "I should have done this" or "I should have done that". There is no time for me to regret for being lazy. May be that's my punishment. Well, what to do!

Now, the feeling I'm having is so complex. I'm overwhelmed with the thought of being graduating in less than a month time, but at the same time, I'm worry about my future. Money, career and relationship. Everything seems to advance to another level in my life. Am i able to overcome all the changes in my life? I do hope that I'm strong enough.

Friday, February 04, 2005

Mourning of a Persian

Dextor, just a 9 months old Persian kitten. He was found hit by car (possibly motorbike) in the morning on 1st Feb and was brought to the hospital. His right hindleg was fracture and bones (tibia and fibula) can be seen at the exposed wound. The muscle adjacent to the wound has been dying. The only thing that can be done was to amputate his right hindleg and control his bone infection (suspicious of having one). Surgery was carried out and Dextor's right hindleg was amputated together with his flaccid tail. Surgery wasn't really smooth as his respiration dropped to a critical level during the surgery. After the surgery, he was in whole loads of pain and meloxicam was given. I suggested pethidine but it wasn't given as the clinician attending this case didn't think that it was necessary. During the night, he vocalized aggressively in pain and I again talked to the clinician on prescribing pethidine but in vail. His body was cold at that time, so warm water bag was given. He was then noted with elevated temperature and was then given alcohol bath. Everything seems to stabilize except for the pain. Well, then this morning as I enter the ward, Dextor was found stiff in the cage. I was stunted and rush to him. By that time, he was cold and up in the heaven for quite some time already. I felt so down and bad. I blamed myself for not doing anything to stop the pain. Tears on my cheeks and sadly i wrapped him up. Recalling how he rested so peacefully on my laps the night before made me streamed in tears. I prayed for him, hoping he can rest in peace. I apologized to him cos I couldn't do anything to safe him. Dextor, rest in peace!

~ Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known ~
Jeremiah 33 : 3

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Beauty = Priviledge? (21 SX)

Does it mean that when you are beautiful, you have the priviledge over a lot of things? Well, this statement seems to work in all aspect of life. Recently, I was told by few friends regarding an incidence happened in the hospital. 24 hours rotation is compulsory for every students attending the small animal rotation. It happened that one of this vagina, claimed to be the most beautiful vagina in my class by a lot of penises, been manipulating some penises with her beauty, by not doing the rotation. Now, given a plenty of time, this vagina kept postponing her rotation giving the excuses of clinical conference. Well, as if she's the only one in the rotation that has clinical conference! The amazing thing is that she promised to go for the rotation and after that evilly planned for someone to repleace her with the lamest excuses so that she can stay at home and grooming her stinky bushy cunt. Unfortunately, some brainless penises were successfully manipulated to cover for her. I guess those penises can't just hold on to their cum and were so eager to show the vagina how stiff and wonderful they are, just to impress her and gain her trust and friendship. Such a pathetic penises. I had long discarded her from my friend lists after realising that she's an expert in human manipulation. Haha.

Well, the problem is that is this vagina really that pretty and gorgeous? Personally, I think not. She has her way around people and well, i must say that she dares to show her teats and bums with those tiny undersize shirt and pant, which she thinks make her sexy. Gosh, did I just mentioned that work "sexy" on her? Fuck, damn you Max. Such a bad taste!

I am looking down, very very down on those penises that are manipulated by such vagina with her "superficial beauty". She only has an average good look with no inner beauty. Well, my advice to all those brainless penises is - Wake Up Asshole!